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Skeleton Youth Forever

by Yüth Forever

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1.
Well it must be the love I mean the lack thereof The words fall off my tongue Shot like bullets and made you run What have I become? Preaching for you to grab your gun Put it to your head Suicidal pistol grip pump Back again I ain’t dead just yet Though your absence flows like a kiss from death Fuck all the pretense cause everyone gets upset I’ve gotta get this off my chest I can’t keep playing pretend So this is me, this is me Somewhat put together and still bursting at the seams Sing it one time for each dream I couldn't achieve One time, one time for all my dead friends And everyone who spends time chasing dead ends I wont last forever And when I die I don't give a fuck who attends Cause I'm just a bitterromantic who's self centered antics Made me transparent to my friends and parents A lonely bastard birthed in a casket Never managed to man up and move passed her Youth by my side, .45 I keep strapped Try and explain how I forgot how to laugh Nobody cares so I put myself on my back So doctor answer the question that I’ve been dying to ask What lasts forever? Forever. Forever. Forever. Forever.
2.
Heart full of hate, nothing left to sedate me Been in a cage for everyone’s entertainment Still your favorite problem child, born to die tragically So repeat after me Rest in peace to the old me Rest in peace to motivation Rest in peace to complacence Rest in peace to the good ole days You can find all that in the grave I lay in Just a goddamn people pleaser Mr. pleased to fucking meet you Prove to me I’m not gonna die alone I said prove to me I’m not gonna die alone and I had them all singing “Ha Ha Ha Ha” Mr. let me hand you all my burdens in excruciating detail Then leave you off whenever you're looking slight and frail Fuck it So what am I in love with? Well I'm in love with being alone Because that's the only thing I ever learned to do all on my own What are you in love with? Besides digging my ditch? Tossing me into filth? What are you in love with? What are you in love with? Just a goddamn people pleaser Mr. I love you too much to tell you how I hate you Bury me a disgrace Next to all my mistakes And when I’m lowered down you can spit in my face Just a fucking waste
3.
SYF 04:39
Skeleton Youth never die I need my fix to get by I hope I don't feel like this all the time Feeling everyone's thoughts and not mine We all have something we’re addicted to Me? All I ever do is think about you I need my fix to get by Or I’ll cross out my heart and put a shell between my eyes Youth never die The only thing I have left in my life You wanna talk about addiction? Then lets talk about how I can’t be alone How I made my career off a shitty existence and feeling like I don’t have a home So I ask myself What are you complaining for? Nobody cares about the feelings you’ve felt They just wanna see you hit the floor I’m just a 10-56 I mean a Freudian Slip No ones been listening when I say that I’m not fitting in A woe is me existence Its best to keep your distance Feeling everyone's thoughts and not mine And feeling them all of the time Feeling everyone’s thoughts and not mine And I never asked for it Started from the bottom now we’re the top in the trash Pop a pill and then laugh Bout how I’ve always been somewhere between first and last Put your hands up if you can't stomach the public And every single day you wish you had somebody I need my fix, I need my fix I can’t keep living like this Just a lonely fucking addict Who doesn’t wanna the habit I'm sick of crying to you, I'm sick of clawing for drugs The youth is my god and my crutch I'm not enough, nothing's ever enough My anxiety is my god and my crutch
4.
love 03:24
You have brought me to my death, to live with all of my loyal friends In the dirt, where you're not dead, you're breathing, separated from your hospital bed "We're gathered here today to celebrate a life", they said They said, I said, I said That it's my fault, it's my fault You're all gone and it's my fault It’s my fault So I throw my head into the drywall Now I only measure time in "days since you died" And for every rising number there's a gear of mine that ceases to grind On the day of your funeral I looked from behind and your casket started to dance and the flowers grew fast and intertwined This is me saying I don't know how to live without you and never have So sing me to sleep As those flowers start to weep Love is dead But still the thought circles my bed I don't know if I can walk this road again Love is dead, love is dead "Can't miss what was never alive" I said As I blew one last kiss, the end.
5.
We’re all born with a weapon To scream love with no sentiment It's an epidemic Spreading fast like depression Locked and loaded towards my head You tore out my chest and Left me forever, at least I guessed it So forget about love right? Just forget about love? Every beating heart only beats to be stung So motherfuck love The reason I forgot how to trust I love you so much I carved it in my abdominals I'm sorry if that hurts to hear but it hurts me more to swallow it Everyday you're on my mind, really, I promise it I promise it Promise that I still think of you often Promise that there's room for 2 in my coffin Signed your name on my heart then dotted my eyes with your cross lips Do you think about me still? Do you think about me still? So motherfuck love, motherfuck love You’re the only thing that I want to be a part of I never really wanted to be in love Cause the gun in your heart is what I’m afraid of Yeah That’s what I’m afraid of I hope you never find your calling I hope you never stop being so self revolving I hope all those doors get shut in your face I hope you always feel out of place I hope you don't always stay so beautiful and that maybe one day I won't miss you still I hope you spend your days laughing I just hope that you're perfectly happy Word is bond, word is bond So when I say that I’d tear off my arms I mean it 100% I’d give you my all I’d give you my all I want you here next to me always I wrote it on the walls of my hallways, all day I think about you all day I think about you all day
6.
DO YOU? 02:52
Do you think about me still? Do you think about me still? Do you? I keep falling but never falling six feet deep
7.
Stay together for the kids So that when they grow old they may know what love is Nothing but a painful myth A song we sing with all our friends I guess it's alright for you to leave if you spend every second in grief Mourning the loss of the man you wished you could be Forget, forget, forget, Pretend, pretend, pretend, It’s all the same in the end Love will never die never die never die never Forever I forever I forever I’m alone Hand stuck on the holster I don’t know if I told ya Everyday I get older Your words a bit feel colder Support support support is that so much to ask for Your son, your pride and joy, had been in the shadow of your smolder And it destroyed any faith That I had in things staying the same I never wanted my parents anyway Just a little upset today Just a little upset today Love only comes in deadly spurts Cause there’s nothing more to life than being hurt Don't think about me too much After all, I’m only your son
8.
warmth 02:32
I carried the weight of your cold stone casket But all the while it tore up my back and Mangled my mind With flashbacks of how hard I worked before I left you behind And when I got to your grave the hole wasn't deep enough To house the part of me that left when I decided to give up So I spent hours in the dirt, digging and digging Relentless and tiresome like this life I'd been living All dressed in black, I watched them lower you down I cried for you to come back, but your home is in the ground Everyday I watch the sun go down I wish I could bottle that moment Cause it’s the only time I feel your warmth around The only time that I feel your presence I could stay there forever I miss when days were better I could stay there forever I buried my dreams today I gave up on everything today Forever
9.
INSEPARABLE 03:47
I’m alone and I know it And I’m afraid of getting older Cause everyday is another chance for the world to tear out my heart and expose it We’re all alone and we know it Raise your guns for this poet I’ve got a lot of problems don’t know if you’ve noticed Forever young, I wanna be forever young My youth is dead So I wrote my own and it’s yet to be read I watch my vision fade from black to blue to red again and again and again Depressions a bitch but at least she’s someone to hold Does she love me? I guess I don’t know But she makes me feel and that’s a reason not to let go I tell myself that we’re inseparable I’m alone and I know it Everyday I sink a bit lower Living deep in a death culture A gun on the hip that starts to inch closer We’re all alone and we know it Put it to the head for some closure So sing along if you know it Into the abyss let me be your chauffeur I’ve got nightmares where we’re together And you whisper that you’re here forever Whether the dark and shaded weather fades You’re everywhere I go; everywhere I lay I hate it I hate it I hate it But I whisper that I love you Because one plus one makes two And I hate being alone but at least, misery, I’ve got you I hate being alone but at least, misery, I’ve got you My whole life I’ve felt pretty worthless But then you came in and gave me a purpose Baby lemme tell you one time, one time You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted to be mine Feeling miserable and she’s all mine Feeling miserable and she’s all mine
10.
I met the devil and she was gorgeous She told me how much she loved me and that I was important So much til my body was freed from discordance As she slowly removed her blade from my organs I met the devil as she made her home in my brain She looked at me and smiled and said you know my name I am all of the fears that eat you away Forever this is my home, may you rest in pain I met the devil and she bore a blank face She lives inside of all my mistakes She isn’t real She is every emotion I never knew how to conceal She isn’t real She’s inside my head and tells the world how I feel Trigger finger itching To start a revolution Sick of all the kids who overdo it Sick of how I feel when I’m alone in my room so I made a place for us to live together, me and you Promise that there’s room for two in my coffin As long as you promise to think of me often Promise I think the truth is that I never learned to cope with shit Spending all my time trying to reconcile my innocence Couldn't find love so I found it in my sentences Skeleton Youth saves me from my sentiments I know when you cry you think of me How you're turning into all you don't want to be How you wish you were a little less like me A little less lonely Well I’m sorry and welcome you to the family I don’t know how to be happy But neither do you Stuck in the dirt, just us two Forever Alone together Skeleton Youth Forever Alone together Skeleton Youth Forever
11.
innocence 03:52
I spent hours outside your window with my hands over my mouth To make sure not a whimper or insult spilled out And as much as I hate it the silence felt comfortable, because neither one of us were there to turn to the Vicious names and anecdotes about how every second together and apart felt like being choked It felt better to reminisce, whisper into the ambiance the stories of things we built and how we used to be in love Sending out an SOS Looking for my better half When you used to hold my hand when we were young, laughing, on the run away from the problems that everyone said would come I remember the day you slid off your dress, and I stared at it as it turned alabaster to coke white like the rest Back before I was bitter and back before you packed your bags, I know when I yelled it hurt you but sometimes my voice is all I have Back before we needed success and I didn't live with the weight of the world around my neck, your life was mine to invest; your light enveloped my head Sending out an SOS Looking for my better half Your life was mine to invest; your light enveloped my head I swear I did what I had to do to live, I just got lost chasing my dreams somewhere between now and when I was a kid Innocence, oh innocence, let me in, the last part of myself that I truly miss
12.
VILLAINS 03:34
13.
FOREVER 04:43
You were my pen, you were my paper You were my devil, you were my savior You were what was in my head at 3AM When my mind was too stubborn to let anyone else in I’m a lost cause My gun talks It tells me how it wants me gone All the pills I cough Told me to write this song I’ve been written off I’m always on the rocks, ha Microphone check I'm still feeling depressed Nobody cares til you've got rope marks around your neck So fake your death, fake your death Pretend you’re on your last breath My façade will carry me to the end And if we're being honest the suicide notes were just written for attention Because you all didn't use to love me back before the depression And now my minds full of garbage so they prescribe narcotics And to be deathly honest it's killing me how distant I've gotten How distant I’ve gotten Undiagnosed fucking has-been Still spends his life in a hospital bed and Hocks up his own mistakes and engraves all of the dates Of each time he laid waste to a blessing in the creases of his young face Waltzing in the moonlight With all the friends inside my own mind Nothing new, I think I'm better off alone right? I only smile to waste time Between now and when I die We only smile to waste time Between right now and when we die And when I’m awake at 3 am Guess what’s on my mind again It’s not you but the youth We’re all alone so follow suit Into nothing, just me and you Forever And ever Forever And ever

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Yüth Forever's sophomore release for Prosthetic Records is 13 songs of groove-laden, dark electronic, angst filled mood metal.

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released June 3, 2016

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Yüth Forever Oswego, Illinois

Fusing a well-concocted serving of aggressive hardcore blended with death & metalcore (vibes) while filled with hook-laden grooves and punishing riffs, Illinois –based quintet VILLAINS have taken amass their own scene within the genre with no holds barred. ... more

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